Lately I have been feeling lonely. I long for a great friend whom I can talk to on a daily basis. I do have friends but not one that I can really relate to and talk to each day. I just am wanting someone to come over and bug me and just be there on a day to day basis.
Trust has been a huge issue since I left Ft. Campbell and nothing has been right ever since. People aren't how they seem and you don't know if you can open yourself fully to someone. I used to have that problem of being too trusting which bit me in the ass. I am a pretty open and honest person and I don't lie. I have been out of high school now for 10 years so the petty childish crap has been done and gone for a long time. I used to be fake just so people would like me and since I've grown up I have been myself and said to hell with anyone who doesn't like me for me.
Relationships, even with my own husband, have diminished and it seems like there is noone to turn to and it sucks. This is why I am always turning to my blog. Its my serene place where I can let it all out and uncaring about what anyone else thinks.
Well, I am done for now, my daughter is being really fussy I think she is teething.