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Sunday, February 10, 2008 @ 6:43 PM

This was a copy and paste from my blog on myspace. I am moving them to this so its about a month old

I got this bulletin from Tricia and I have adopted it as my New Years resolution for 2008.  People who are no longer my friends don't matter in my life, they are thrown away like yesterdays news.  The people who hurt me, wronged me, and screwed me over are, in my mind, dead.  I can let stuff go.  Don't get me wrong, I will never forget the bad things that happened to me but I can let it go and go on with my life.  Those people have made me who I am today.  This is the only blog that will be on here and stay on here to remind me that this is what I HAVE to do to go on with my life. 

I have recently debated whether or not to go back in my bubble.  I am trying to be more optimistic but since I feel like I have been hurt and betrayed lately I have not been feeling my awesome self.  My children have given me the strength to still go on and be happy and not let others get to me like they have in the past.  They are the ones who still let the stupid crazy inner child out and let me be me without judgement.  I know that even if I don't have friends I still have them and that is what is important in my life.

I have learned that being the victim of hearsay I just sit back and let other people figure out the kind of person that people who screwed me over are like.  If people want to know anything about that person I let them know and after that they can be the judge if they want that person in their life as their friend.

I want my friends to know that I still love them if they still want to be in my life, as my friend, and as someone I can trust and vice versa.  I have changed quite a lot in these past few months and that last blog that I wrote about the dead person was my last blog about it.  It was my goodbye.  It was not an invitation to talk to it about it.  I don't know why anyone needed to or had to.  What was done was done and I'm done talking about it or the situation.  You are forgiven but I will remember what I can/can't say from now on about anyone you are friends with or linked to.

Yes, I have created a blog on another site.  I had been blogging there for awhile.  Its a safe haven to go where I need to let out steam without ridicule, judgement, or running and telling people who I don't trust my business.  Will I let others know?  Maybe.  But for right now its my journal.  I'm sorry that what I blogged about got out to it but I'm never sorry for what I blogged about.  I'm sure my blog was discussed about to others but I'm over that.  I know things that I say or blogged about won't ever be personal as long as I do it on here or say to others so I have ceased to do so.

So for now, I'm done.  If you want to talk to me about anything that is fine.  If  you want to know the story thats fine too.  Message me, call me, whatever.  I'm not shy. 

So, here is the bulletin my good friend posted and I love it:


by T.D.Jakes

There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this!
When people can walk away from you: let them walk.

I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you,
loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you,
staying attached to you.
I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk.
Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

People leave you because they are not joined to you.
And if they are not joined to you,
you can' t make them stay.
Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person,
it just means that their part in the story is over.
And you've got to know when people's
part in your story is over so that you
don't keep trying to raise the dead.

You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over.
Let me tell you something
I've got the gift of good-bye.
It's the tenth spiritual gift,
I believe in good-bye.

It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful,
and I know whatever God means for me to have
He'll give it to me.
And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it.
Stop begging people to stay.
Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something
that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life,
then you need to ..LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ...

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth...

If someone has angered you ...

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge ..

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction ...

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or
talents ..

If you have a bad attitude...

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new
level in Him...

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship....

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help

If you're feeling depressed and stressed .

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling
yourself and God is saying 'take your hands off of it,' then you need to...LET IT GO!!!

Let the past be the past.
Forget the former things.
GOD is doing a new thing for 2007 !!!

Get Right or Get Left .. think about it, and then
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